We never dreamt to fake somebody. We never dare to decoy things up. And most importantly we never wanted to make someone believe we are telling them the truth and nothing but the truth. In my entire life, I know what God wants me to do, and i know His precious plans for my life. I am lucky to have this great relationship with the Lord, were i could feel his presence and and every time am sad He makes me comfortable on His arms.
“Life battles don’t always go to the faster nor to the stronger MAN, but to those who believe to the beauty of their dreams.”
This is my newest qoute am relying on. My battle as a PLWH started, i could no longer imagine of seeing my self on the other part of the world working and earned lots of bucks for my future and for my family as well. Instead i see myself in this scattered archipelago lurking with a mission “to give awareness and preventing PLWH to be harmed by the stigma of the society.” This is where i stand for. All my dreams has something to ponder on this mission. Every extract of my sweat reminds me of one day things will going to be okay- things will run smoothly. And am looking forward for that.
I was asked last night if things will still worked for me. I wasn’t really struck with this question. I am optimistic and i stand on positive track. I answered and said ” The time that I found out i am positive, i shed tears nothing. Instead i have this indomitable feeling of making my dreams coming true. Thinking positively in life and have faith.” One thing that this virus gave me, is to draw closer to God. Knowing that i can do nothing, if i won’t draw near to Him and let Him do His will. And at thesame time I also find myself listening to other colleagues’ stories, their struggles on battling to pretend strong and battling to stay alive. On how they dealt with different stigma which society has to offer. Their stories gave impact on my life. Some stays more than a decade and a half- still looking vibrant and fresh. Some live 9 years with happiness and joy. There were also thesame with me a beginner and we were like babies who starting to recuperate on things on this world. So those matured ones, helped and pampered us with care and advices to take good care of ourselves and love it.
It’s a wonderful thing to know those kind of people. Admittedly- PLWH has turned their lives from negativity to positive way. And they loved life more than those who we’re negatives. We are PLWH. Indeed we are. But in living life- we took every details and we explore every side of the corner of our lives. We never know we will passed away,and still we haven’t got what we wanted to do in life. So we expand our thinking. Since we are positive we hopped on the idea of living and thinking POSITIVELY.
WE BELIEVE- WE HAVE FAITH- and WE HAVE BRIGHTER PLANS FOR OUR LIVES.
